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1-20-02
Somewhere between midnight and crying
Where nothing matters
Not even life
And somehow
you're beautiful
And somehoe
I'm beautiful
Even through
ruins
So I'll
just smile
Appearing
to be capable
When in
reality
Internally
Things
are falling apart
Let me
fall
Forever
Forgetting
Forever
Forsaking
In empty
Cold
Nothing
10-02-02
I miss you
I miss the dirt
This
is overwhelming
This is empowering
I miss you
I miss the dirt
--- Wow, I wrote a whole TWO entries this year. This can be explained... but I'll do it briefly. I became
involved in a pretty destructive relationship and for some reason this person hated my poetry and website all together and
I was not "allowed" to continue it. I didn't even realize the things I was having to say sorry for (for instance my
writing) until the relationship was already over. Ironically it lasted a little over a year (my longest relationship)
but I do not regret it... it helped me realize who I want to be and even more importantly who I DON'T want to be.
Random Thoughts 2003
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