01-31-05

My, my, my... it's been a long time. Myspace has consumed my life, well my web life that is. However I don't wanna leave this journal in the dust, it holds alot of memories for me. I'm sitting at my desk eating white cheddar popcorn. Wishing Heather was here already. Starting the SAC tonight. Determined to give ME more focus than I give men. Determined. "I'd rather die standing on my feet, than live my life on my knees."

4-4-05

I'm mad that everyone gets to come in late or just not show up, but when I do it it's like "we need to talk to krissy about her punctuality." I'm mad that I don't have as much talent as charms. I'm mad that it took me 3 hours to put together a night stand. I'm mad that I fucked up directions last night. I'm mad at money. I'm mad at gas prices. I'm mad at my will power. I'm mad that I have so much work to do, I don't know where to start.

The F's

Fucking little flower girl
With her pretty little
Lavendar painted fingernails
Figuring out the phone's for her
Laughing
At her fat mother
Tripping on my foot in the isle
Flipping me a lavendar bird.

I'm sooooo MAD.

6-23-05

Working alot lately. Trying to build a life to where I one day I will be able to say "I have nothing that needs to be done, and all fucking day to do it". Found this thing I wrote in college..

Cigarettes

Overgrown dust bunnies
Mutating
Into dust King kongs
Taking over chair legs
To kidnap
Kitty cats
Resting up above
A computer
Hissing sweet nothings
Into the room's ears
Stolen parking signs
Lean up against walls
That bleed a brilliant orange
The bed seems to be tanning
Under fluorescent lighting
Timid green panties hide under the bed
Curled up like a dead daddy long legs
Camouflaged by the chartreuse shag carpet
The bed
Swells in waves
That attempt to lull this little girl to rest
She's had a long day
Cigarettes will do that to you
And all the smoke and dust bunnies
Are aging her skin
Even the freckles look worn out
So she grabs at anything to shelter her eyes
From the blinding lighting
But just before
This little girl
Gives into sleep
She jumps to her feet and rescues her beloved
Kitty cat
From those evil dust bunny
King kongs.


Oh and uh, in case you're reading this... I miss you :)

7-07-05

Just got home from kickball. So anyone who reads this probably knows me but let me just clarify; I am a girly, artsy, computer nerd. That equation equals the most UN-athletic person in the world. But tonight, they called me dynamite. I got POG, player of the game!! For the multiple outs I made on third. I'm pretty fucking extatic about it.

Life is good :)

7-08-05

Things I could do without:
My cat being bulimic
Fucking fireworks
My sore hip
People who back out of kickball games
Being a taxi
Missing you

Things that make it better:
Kitty snuggles at night
Toilet paper in my ears, and knowing that soon I can move
Mid morning massages
3 Letters, POG.. haha
They're more than willing to taxi me too
You'll be here in 2 days, for 12 days :)

08-04-05

25 days till my birthday. What're you gonna get me?

08-08-05

What are we, 16??

No we're in our 20's. So stop thinking it's cool to fuck men twice your age. Stop trying to lure people over to your side with the he said she said. In fact stop fucking having a "side". If you come at me with, "ya know what I heard?", I'm gonna slit your fucking throat, dip my middle finger in your blood and write on your tits "I don't give a FUCK"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That feels better.

:)

10-31-05 Happy Halloween!

Luckily I live up in a shitty apartment building, in a shitty neighborhood, and won't have to deal with trick or treators. And that's the last time I'll be saying luckily about where I live.

I'm not dressing up. Well, I am wearing Brian's hoodie, which is rather large on me and makes me feel like a little girl. That's a good thing. So I guess I'm going as Brian for Halloween.

There's now a monkey on my arm, and when I flex, she dances. It makes me feel like a sailor, which is fitting because I swear like one.

The sun didn't come out at all today. I'm glad, fuck the sun. If someone were to ask me if I liked the sun I would say "No."... "No fuckin way".

I really need for Alisa and Joe to move here. They are like my favorite people in the whole world other than my dad and Brian.

What am I on now?.. The G's?...

The G's Halloween edition

You're gullible
Getting fooled by
Little girls
Home made disguises
Gluttons for the glorious sweet prizes
Gagging on all the fruits
And grapes
Galloping their way
Through old grannies gates
Leaving no garden untrampled
No candy bag empty.

That sucked, G's are hard.

This weekend I got a monkey on me.

And so did pizoozoo :)

11-04-05 Short and sweet.

"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." -Billy: Age 4

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